Could it be that God has a plan for you? You have tried severally, your own plan is not working. Look around you, what’s God saying? What signs are you seeing? Have you even talked to Jesus about it. Have you asked God? Is God silent on the matter?
Be patient. He will show up and when He does, He will reveal to you His master plan for your life. You only need to enter in…hmnn… Entering into God’s plan is entering into His rest. You won’t struggle aby more. Just listen to Him and carry out all instructions and updates on instructions.
God has a plan for you and He is revealing it soon. Be ye watchful; be ye patient… Have a good day.